x-mas and shit

I woke up at 18:30 pm, what's up with that? I've been strangely fond of coffe lately goes well with the morning cigarette..  5 days till x-mas and i have yet too finish my shopping but i'm going to tomorrow. About the food and the weight and all that, i'm 119 lbs or 54 kg right now i've been ultra bad eating candy like a crazy woman and drinking water and no proper meals as my father would say..  but i have been losing so i don't know.. so basically what i'm doing now is starving half the day and then eating a few candy pieces but.. i do get 1 piece of gum to chew on during the day if i have been good. I went to this dinner party  it was quite necessary because their hasn't been a family get together in years.. So of course there was a lot of food but i said i was having stomach pains so i got away with just picking my food.. nobody noticed the waiters were really quick taking the dishes away. Not really much to say anyway i have been seeing this boy which is apparently a douche so we're finished. I'm gonna go now and hope who ever reads this has a fantastic day :)

Love, Adria

















Billy Bob Thornton is definitely the hottest santa alive!


( I don't own any of these photos!)

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If anyone is still reading this blog i'm sorry for not continuing this Abc diet and i feel like a complete failure but i guess i can tell you the reason why i was absent, i have one reason and one excuse. Well my dad surprised me with taking me up to our country house for a week because i have been so good in school the past semester and of course he cooked A LOT while my family and me were there but what was i suspecting i used to cook for a living hah. The excuse is that i'm a Sagittarius and i get bored with everything very easily! and i have to admit after only having done what four entries? I got bored. So that's it for the excuses, no more of them i promise.
But i am not going to continue on the Abc diet, I think i'm just gonna write about what ever i want of course diet related probably type out my calorie intake.

Just finished my finals G they were i hard i only had 3 exams but they were so hard! ( I was suppose to have 1 of the 3 today but of course Adria the Failure overslept! I'm in a Art and Design school, And i absolutely love my school!

On yet another subject i think i'm gonna post pictures of my weight progress you know, starting weight final weight thing.. If i ever get there that is! But i don't have the pictures in my computer (Can't find the cord)

Love, Adria






(I do not own this photo)

Day 3: 300 kal day

Breakfast: Nothing.
Lunch: Nothing.
Dinner: A small piece of grilled chicken 260 kal

= 260 kal

So today i went out to eat with my dad and my brother at a place that specializes in healthy food so i just ordered a chicken and of course that came with a salad and i just ate the smallest chicken breast i saw and ate like two pieces of salad. I knew we were going  out too eat tonight and of course i knew my calorie limit so i didn't eat anything until dinner time, and i just had water to drink. I wasn't hungry at all today and i usually don't have any stomach pains except the times i have starved for several days and that wasn't even bad at all for other reasons as well, but i wont go into that now. I pretty much didn't do anything to day. I did my exercises and just lounged around the house watching tv, I've been having really bad migraines lately too so i think that helps the appetite stay low.
Also i'm really happy i lost like 0.7 kg/ 1.5 lbs!

Day 2: Boring day.

Breakfast: Nothing.
Lunch: 1/2 a bagel with low fat butter 223 kal
Dinner: A small portion salad with a little italian dressing 67 kal
Snacks: Dried cranberries 112 kal

= 402 kal

It was a good today i was most of the day in school and when i was done there i met friends and the went straight to work, easy, i got this coupon thingy at work that allows me to get 30% off every workout piece of clothing so i'm definitely going to take advantage of that tomorrow! I really don't have anything else to say i'm going to do my workout routine now and paint my nails and i will maybe i'll add to this post later if i feel like it.

Day 1: Ana Boot Camp Diet

So,
Breakfast: Nothing.
Lunch: Mountain dew 158 kal
Dinner: 1/2 Sandwich with ham and cheese 151 kal
Snacks: 1 Small green apple 65 kal

= 374kal

I was pretty bad and purged half of that cheese sandwich and now i'm hungry again which is not good i guess but  i could have gotten away with that whole sandwich which was 303 kals in the first place. I just felt too full, i bet some of you know that dreadful feeling, you just feel like your gonna explode and i don't like that feeling at all so i just decided (well i didn't really decide i just did) to get rid of it. I will just have to live on water for the rest of the evening, which is fine by me it fills me up in no time. Oh, and the cigarettes help too.

On another topic i have been reading some blogs on here where people are talking about having too eat with there family and or pretending to have eaten something during the day, I have no such problem my mom works during the day until about 4-5pm and always takes a nap after coming home until about 7-8 a clock and we rarely eat dinner except on special occasions so that makes this whole thing so easy! she never asks me what i ate during the day nor does she force me too eat and that is probably because most of the time when i eat she is there and i do that so she wont get suspicious which happily she never does and why should she? I have never showed that i had a problem with food or anything except when i kept food journals because she then sometimes asked how many calories i had eaten that day and i would tell her too guess and she replied on one occasion ''1,200 ?'' And i remember feeling so disgusting I mean do i then look like i'm stuffing my face with over a thousand calories every single day? That day i had eaten about 400 kals and told her that it was 900.

So if anybody's reading this tell me some of you tips and tricks about how you hide the fact that you'r not eating for example: Shaking the toaster over a plate so crumbs fall out and it looks like you just had a toast or pouring a bit of milk into a bowl and a little bit of cereal so it looks like you just had a whole bowl of cereal. And then maybe i'll do a blog about hiding the fact that you haven't eaten anything that day.

The diet i'm starting=

So it begins.

I really don't know how too even begin this blog, but i will anyway. It's about 2 am as i am beginning to write this, what this blog will mostly be about is dieting or me trying too reach my goal weight or something along those lines probably some short blogs about fashion or makeup even my personal life, I'm not quite sure yet but i have named this Adria's Diet so it will most likely be about my dieting progress and what i do too keep myself on track.
 I should probably have said in the beginning of this entry that my name is Adria and i weigh 56 kilos at this moment and my goal weight is 50 kilos (i really don't feel like converting the weight at this moment if you live in the states I'm about 123 pounds right now and my goal weight is about 110 but don't quote me on that.)  I guess the first time i was ever conscious about my weight was when i was 11 years old, and i remember the exact moment it happened it was when a relative of mine asked me if i had put on weight i felt completely devastated i just replied with ,, i don't know, i don't really keep track of my weight ´´ Well my memory at least tells me that i said something along those lines. But what is funny about this little story is that probably about thee weeks later she asked me if i had lost weight, at least that's quite funny in my head because i was so young at the time, But i think this will be enough for tonight.
Oh well, sweet dreams xo